Hello there. As always... it's been a long time. I'm currently on my summer break, so it gives me some time to drop by to take some precious time by my APT balcony to write about something or (more precisely) 《that someone》 who takes the best of me. What If this time I go a bit deeper within my feelings? I think it would be nice to immortalize some of my love story. Everyone has their own, right? Some stories last a lifetime, while others remain as a good memory, or for those unfortunate ones, a nightmare. In my very own case, I would describe it as an admirable one.
I understand that some people do not believe in love nowadays, and that is okay. They have struggled with countless issues that relationships face... But I personally think that you just can't go on living if you haven't experienced the pleasure that brings when your eyes shine when seeing a particular face, when you get butterflies deep within your belly when thinking about that "someone", or when hanging up the phone becomes a serious issue to deal with.
My story takes me back some years ago when Facebook was at its peak. The times in which all those "spam friend-requests" were an everyday experience. I call it "an experience" as most of the people sending them were people you had never met in your life, and you never knew why they were so -in- to keep on reaching you out.Well, all in between within the group of accepted people, a nice and smiley boy showed up. By then I was on my 17s and the concept of falling in love was quite the opposite to the one I have now. I had never experienced falling in love before... but being a teenager, I was hopeful that anything could eventually work. To make the long story short: we chatted, we laughed, we met, we kissed, and soon after, we broke up. Kinda ephimeral. Teenage years are just like that... lovers come and go, every crush fades in the same amount of time in which they appear, we experience suffering, the feeling of betrayal or anger. By then, I became a teenager who was heartbroken and hence, listening to break up songs became my favorite activity to do.
Years passed, and I did change. My look was not the same, my preferences had evolved, and my heart had healed. I was on my 21s by then... Thinking that love was not meant for me... that being a gay young man was probably unpleasantly rough. (I actually recall looking at other couples and believing I was meant to become someone like the gay version of that "insanely obsessed lady with cats" starred within The Simpsons). Okay, two things against that possibility: FIRST: I hated cats (by then) , and SECOND: I was way more polished than that lady. (Good to know!). Anyway, within those tiring days after attending the university, I was by the bus stop... and ta-dah! there he was... again... next to me... waiting for the bus... smiling at me just like he used to (I thought to myself: this boy hasn't stopped being that charming!). I said Hi, and I approached. He was as smiley as day one, a real gentleman, a bit older (I must confess) but with an expression on his face that was simply exuding good feelings. We took the bus and then we started talking again. Exchanging numbers was the first thing, and sending a new friend request on facebook was again part of our story.
I have to be honest, at first I didn't want to fall again, but somehow the story was already set. I began to experience a whole new side of me and a new side of him as well. Looking back to those early years in 2010s I can't take out of my mind how simple -yet meaningful- was the flirting process. From picking each other up from college, to unending conversations on our feet with almost no money on our pockets, or the unchangeable dates eating junk food in a food court like Doggis. I surrendered myself to value things that go beyond the amount of money that is spent. I learned the good way that smoking a cigarrete together by the square, walking near the shore, waiting impatietly to see his face again, being happy for every thing accomplished, taking pictures in every single day we had the chance to see each other, redescovering places (where I never saw the beauty) and changing the contact name on my phone to a more personal one (among countless other things and feelings) were enough to see myself believing that I could be loved again... or someone was caring about me. So folks: All of a sudden: I was in love again.
More than 10 years have passed since the beginning of this new story, and I can tell that throughout all these years I have learned that being a happy human is possible, that giving love to another is real when love is shared, when memories are real, when respect is the key, when complicity remains as its core, when struggles are meant to be solved with communication and introspection, or when your expectations and plans are also defined by considering what your partner is willing to say.
Of course, in these years good and bad days have been there... even if we don't want them around or even if we weren't the ones who caused them. We don't want to be a "picture-frame couple" inviting others to believe that we are perfect coz' we are not. (We don't want to be that type of couple FIRST: It would be so boring... and TWO: I have never -NEVER!- met a perfect one). I just want to be that couple who peacefully, gracefully and thoughtfully created a path with sticks, stones, plants and flowers that would one day be proud of. I do hope to look back in the future and to value all the investment we both did and not regret about a thing.
So... Everybody has their own demons, right? I sometimes wonder if I am worthy enough and I have learned that I am. why? because I have invested the greatest thing that I could give to someone: my time and my heart... but I haven't been the only one, as it is reciprocal. Fancy feeling the same that I do?
Anyway... The truth is that F, is more than the first letter of the person I love... It actually represents my Failures when younger and when becoming an adult, it also represents the Feelings that I never thought I was going to discover, as well as the Fears I needed to overcome to be and feel like the person I am today.... but above all, it stands for our Future and the Favorite version of ourselves.
So it does... Love does exist. Have you opened your heart to experience it like that? I have... and it feels great. I wish someone somewhere gets to feel like I do right now, because my life hasn't been shinier before, and this is because of a story made of two.
Until the next time, readers!
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19 Comentarios
I found her story very interesting and romantic to say the least. I remember that the first times I went out with my girlfriend the atmosphere was very tense but I looked at her with eyes of love and she looked at me but very hidden. There were times when we would get close, but I have to be honest, I was afraid to go up to her and admit that I liked her or just tell her that I found her cute. when we were more confident so to speak
ResponderEliminarWe only went out to eat fully and we went to a square and she was the one who gave me a kiss, at that moment my soul left my body, since it was the first kiss they gave me and fortunately it was hers and I always want pass to remember all the things of that day. by then we had only known each other and dated for two weeks. I waited a long time to take a chance, after so many good nights, some nights talking until dawn, going out to eat, I took a risk and decided to ask her to be my girlfriend, I was very scared and nervous, because I didn't know what was going to happen to me. say but whatever happens let everything flow and take a risk. Today we are 1 year and 7 months old and in reality she is a lot to me and without lying I cannot continue living without her or it would be very difficult for me to get used to being without her since she became an essential piece in my life and day by day
and that :D
I feel a very nice feel reading your story, and it reminds me a bit of mine, I felt that I can't go on living when I went through the heartbreak that hurt me the most, it lasted a few years in fact, I felt used and manipulated, in those moments, I felt that anything could work in any way, I wanted it to happen. It happened around 2019, until 2021, almost 2022, accepting and letting go of this person who hurt me so much. In 2022 I wanted to put away love, I didn't want to be in a relationship, until I met the person who is my boyfriend today, I felt a nice connection from the moment I met him, he was (and still is despite everything) my friend, we met at a rehearsal for the dance of national holidays. I have to be honest, he seemed very cute to me, even though he was wearing the mask, and when I saw him without it and in his dance costume, he seemed even cuter to me, his smile... i really love it, it's my favorite thing of him, and when he calls me "pretty" i was shy.
ResponderEliminarI loved hugging him even though I am not cute with men, He's one of the few I feel comfortable doing it with. When I realized that I liked him (and a lot) I really wanted to fade, but somehow I really wanted to try with him, despite having felt bad for love for a few years and not wanting something for a while, I had to accept it and leave go those thoughts of doubts, of believing that they would hurt me again. I started texting him and trying to flirt with him, even though he's really dumb to realize those things. Today, I called it as "my love" he is the boy who makes me feel loved, he is very cute, attentive to me, I don't regret anything.
(Dharynka)
Hello teacher, I am very glad that you can come out of such an experience. Although I have no love experience, there are still friendship experiences like this. Maybe I am different from other people of my age, they care more about relationships and i don't. The only thing that bothers me is the maintenance of the relationship with the people around me.
ResponderEliminarA few years ago I was a naive and extrovers girl, I loved making friends and spending my time with them, but most people know that I am actually a low self-esteem pleaser, I always think of others, Ignore my own feelings. This keeps my friends from conflicting with me because I'm the one giving in, but i have to be honest, the low self-esteem makes me feel like I'm the cause of all conflicts, and my sensitive mind is always aware of others feelings and cater to them. As a matter of course, I became that unimportant person, like a puppy, my friends would found me when they need my accompany , and they would forget me when they didn't need me, they even uses my pleaser personality to make me do things I don't want to do.
But I always know, it’s all my problem. It’s me who wants to make everyone happy, and I’m also the one who doesn’t want to have conflicts with others.
In the past two years, I’ve reflected a lot at home and found that I’m actually more comfortable staying alone, and hence, I changed my mentality and realized the shortcomings of my personality. I called this filling as "Buddha", which means that I don't care about anything could make me uncomfortable, and I don't care about what others think of me. Of course, this does not mean that I will change my previous empathy, this ability is my advantage,but by them, I care more about myself.
Although my friends are still the same, no one will pay attention when I tell my sad things or share happy things, even i fell that i can't go on living, maybe at first, but it will become troublesome if I do it too often. In fact,all the people are like this, so I will not ask them to do anything.
Even it sounds disappointed, but I never said that I don't believe in friendship, I do believe that one day I will find true friendship, I wish that all the time, so I didn't close my door and look forward to that day.
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EliminarRecently I had a match with a person who I thought I could have something in the future. We were two people with the same feelings, it was something reciprocal and nice.
ResponderEliminarI met him like any other person, to be honest he had something that other people didn't have. We realized that... it may be cliché but we were "right for each other".
It doesn't hurt me that he is gone, but it hurts me to know that I could have been happy, *and hence* now I just have to live again the mourning.
Basically he left because of a third person issue... how is it possible that a problem with a person I didn't even know affected me so much? well, it affected both of us and he had *to fade* out of my life.
When I accompanied him to the terminal to say goodbye, I felt something in my chest, it was as if I was short of breath. *It was the first* time I felt something like that.
When I said goodbye to him, in my thoughts was that I would never see him again and at that moment I came to the pathetic conclusion of *"can't go no living"*. I say "pathetic" because I reflected on it and realized that it is not so.
I cried, I cried a lot, I never thought I would cry so much for a person and basically *I surrended my self to* the event.
Right now I am living my grief, I am trying to understand my feelings and thinking that maybe it was for the best, I think we were too good for this world hahaha. Well, I keep in touch with him, asking him how he is doing and how he is feeling. *I do hope to* he is ok, and that he really finds a person who loves him with the same intensity as I did :,(
I told him that his name would be tattooed on my heart, and it will be.
(André)
When i have someone by my side and i feel that they are the person with whom i want to share my life filling with beautiful memories, happiness as well as sadness, but the most important with sincere love, there are times that these relationships that it ends as don't one want and take us for path of sadness and disappoinment, and i can't go on living and i wonder how i can get through this. But a voice inside me tells me that i do hope to turn the page and i want i wish that and i know that this is how i will meet the person who is destined to share my life.
ResponderEliminarThis is very sweet to read, the fact that you feel confident sharing a bit of your life with us is flattering, in your position I couldn't, so I admire you for being able to share without fear of being judged, because as it is Obvious, I can't, not because I don't want to but ill try.
ResponderEliminarI've only opened up to love once, and it went wrong. By then I was a little teenager discovering the world and she showed up, a cute and nice girl who was my friend on summer vacation, every time I traveled to see my family she was there, just 2 streets away, It felt like we were friends in secret, but somehow everyone knew I was seeing someone.
The summer ended, that meant I had to go back to my city, and wepi, I already had a phone, so we exchanged numbers and we kept talking until she confessed to me that she liked me, at that moment I accepted her because I didn't want to hurt her or losing her, so I decided to lie and told her "same, I was afraid to say it, blah, blah, blah" big mistake, I started to like her and surprise, I couldn't tell anyone that I had a girlfriend, but she did and everything was like a nightmare, her parents blocked me everywhere, i couldn't communicate with her so i thought "damn she left me and didn't say anything, you witch" so i continued my life heartbroken but she came 4 months later explaining everything And confessed to me that she has chronic depression because of me and that she can't go on living without me…
I didn't want to believe her, because she also confess that during those 4 months she had met someone else, and clearly I was jealous, but she insisted on maintaining that friendship despite the fact that there were other intentions on the part of the other girl (The girl wrote to me confessing to me, leave her, you will lose with me) she manipulated me with her depression saying that if I left her she would kill herself and just because I loved her i stay.
I always had to be attentive to her, I slept with fear that she would kill herself, I consoled her in her worst moments and I was always present, but she did not notice that I was depressed to, so from one day to another I decided to finish everything and to be honest, it was for the best, I just disappeared, I don't know how this affect her and now i don't care, im better without her.
Since that day I decided that the best thing I could do was to close the door of love, since I clearly didn't know how to do it, I still don't know, I'm afraid of loving someone, loving them so much until I get to the point i was, so manipulable, being so vulnerable... but you make it look like the love is so nice that I would like to experience that kind of love, one where I can be happy and not worried every single second :(
(Sandra Figueroa)
Mr Jose, reading your story, I was able to remember a little of mine. One of the most beautiful stories I've ever had, but unfortunately it had to end.
ResponderEliminarIn 2019, I met a boy, we had mutual friends so we always saw each other and like that. We got along very well, but we weren't that close.
In 2020, things changed, we started to get closer, to the point where we both got confused and started to feel things for each other.
By then we both suspected that, but I have to be honest, I was afraid that it wouldn't be mutual and that he would reject me, so I kept quiet, until he told me that he felt the same way but that he was afraid of losing the friendship we had, but we still risk it.
The following 4-5 months everything was going very well, despite the quarantines, we still tried to see each other and do things together... by that point I had already realized how much I liked him and that I loved him more than I wanted admit, he became my favorite person.
But from one moment to the next things changed, we both had an issue to deal with, such as insecurities, lack of communication, and not being able to see each other so often affected us more than we thought. So in 2021 they were able to finish.
It was quite difficult to let him go, but over time I realized that letting him go would be the most beautiful way to show him that I really loved him.
In 2021-2022 we lost touch a bit, we both needed to solve our problems and heal. Change the page.
But as one day I read "one overcomes relationships, but not people".. that phrase made a lot of sense to me at the end of 2022, when we met again.
It was very pleasant to see him again and to know that he was well and that he is happy, which is what I most wish for him.
It is very nice to know that despite not being together (as a couple), I can count on him and his support in everything.
Having him as a friend and partner in my life is incredible. And best of all, now we are both aware of it and of the love we have for each other.
(Kathalina Cerda)
Hi, so i read your story and let me tell you that is really comforting and beatifully told, you know i feel like when we are younger we tend to not know very well how to handle our emotions and cause of that we might miss opportunities, when i was lets say middle school i had some crushes but i never felt the need to tell them my feelings also i didnt know how i was supposed to feel either, so i have to be honest sometimes you have this feeling inside you but dont know how to express it, being in a relationship helps you to learn more about yourself and grow as a person, am not a person who usually shows affection or my emotions but when you are committed you have to try because how its suppose to work if you dont try, back in middle school this boy liked me and it was mutual but how neither of us say it or express how we actually felt at the moment we miss something that propably it could had been a thing, so you know sometimes you just have to be a little risky and let things happen, thinking about it makes wish that i could have been more open about my feelings and not see it like and issue to deal with, i think when you say and i quote ¨you just cant go on living if you havent experienced the pleasure that brings when your eyes shine when seeing a particular face.......¨ and that makes think that eveyone should at least once be able to experience that kind of feeling even if at the end doesnt work, its a way of learning about other persons and about yourself, both in relationship like friendships, it is a learning.
ResponderEliminarHello mister, after reading your tender story I was encouraged to tell you a story that is similar or has things in common with yours.
ResponderEliminarFew people know about what I will tell you next, but... I think that an issue to deal with right, and those who know only know part of it, it is currently related to my ex-girlfriend.
Like you, I will deepen about “feelings” haha, from eighth grade up to second year of high school is how long this story lasts.
she was the first girlfriend my family officially knew as my girlfriend, so maybe it was the only time I fell in love, but sometimes I doubt it. Going back to the beginning... I met her in eighth grade, and we became friends because our mothers work together, so after school we stayed together, and we started to get to know each other, at that time she became a friend's girlfriend quite a bit. close though I didn't know about it until last year.
But that is a topic to be discussed another time.. then, continuing with the above, it was time to leave that school in eighth grade, and hence.. we stopped talking, we had no communication for a few months, until One day on vacation, early in the morning, I think around 2 or 3 a.m. I was watching YouTube or Instagram, and I remembered that this girl had a YouTube channel that was no longer used or anything, but with access, and I commented on a video telling her that spoke to my Instagram, approximately 3 days later I received a message from a stranger and it was her.
Summarizing this, we spent two years talking, leaving and talking again for months, and even if we stopped talking anything we could tell each other why the trust was still there.
One day of the year before, (2021), we coordinated and I went to look for her at her high school. We kept getting together after school every day we could, and on Fridays we went together because I lived something close to my maternal grandparents.
Two months passed if I remember correctly, and we reached the month of September, on September 3, 2021, I asked him for “pololeo” as they say in Chile, and we went through a lot, but somehow our relationship came to an end.
After a few days of breaking up, we decided to be friends, which didn't turn out very well because we were something like "friends with benefits", and we stayed like that until about half of the first semester doing what we always did, but without a serious relationship or formal, though it felt the same.
For no reason (or I don't remember what, maybe it was an argument), we stopped talking, and I lost or tried to lose interest, until after many months I managed to get rid of the past, I left it behind, we took different paths and we no longer have contact.
Last year 2022, at the end of the year something happened that made me completely forget her but I will not give details of what happened to me and with whom, I think we were mutually interested but we did not know how to express ourselves and I am still sorry.
(Benjamin Esquivel)
My story begins with a boy named Dylan, he was in the same school as me and in the same course as me, im not going to lie to you, he was cute but *if i have to be honest* i hadnt noticed him, he was a boy more to be honest, one day i was in class i got a message from instagram and i see a request from that guy Dylan (he didnt go to class that day) i got the message i saw it but i ignored it because i was in class after that i see he wanted to send messages i kept ignoring it because i was busy and i would read it later, i finish the class and i see the instagram and i see his request but the message had been deleted, i start to follow him on instagram, that day he left school at 3:30 pm so i got home early, i was ordering the clothes for the next day class and out of nowhere my cell phone rings and it was an instagram notification, i see and dylan wrote me ´hello´ for the second time so now if i am going to answer him, it took me a few minutes and i replied back, from that message we do not leave to talk more, he answered me super fast, i took too long and was super sharp when answering him. The next day i went to school and we started classes, with Dylan we didnt catch them all day, he was with his group and i was with mine, everything was super normal. Over time we began to talk to each other more in the living room, during breaks and now i answered his message quickly, we spoke on the pohone and over time we confessed that we found each other cute and after, for a while, we were already getting to know each other in a more serious way, we followed knowledge, Dylan taught me to love a person, to what is important to take care of a person and *i give myself a lot* to him. But this is where i learned many bad things about this ¨relationship¨ we fought over super silly things but he always blamed me or he always broke up with me and stopped talking to me for hours, fights could be solves but instead of talking about things i preferred to finish it, *but somehow* he came back talking to me as normal after talkin to me crying all night but i ¨forgave¨ him because he was my *first love* and i wanted to see if he would change over time and the only thing that i realized it was his behavior with me, he always told me that i was ulgy in a way, he made me curlers and told me ¨you look better with straight hair¨, he used my highligther ¨take off that highlighter¨ he never liked things i was doing *thats why* i tried not to tell him anything but time passed and things didnt change and i left *i cant go on living* this at 17 years old. I decided to let him go, i suffered a lot but it was the best for me and from today he looks for me and talks to me.
ResponderEliminar(ALEXA)
Your love story is very beautiful.
ResponderEliminarI don't have such a good love story, but I'm going to tell you one.
Well, at school there was a boy who was a friend of mine, we played, we talked, he went to my house, I went to his and everything else. What happens is that our mothers, who were friends, already knew that we both liked each other and they never told us.
At his house they bothered him with me because he came to my house almost every day, and his dad always told him that he had to tell me that he liked me, and not to be such a coward (I didn't know he liked me).
by then that person changes schools, it seems that 4 or 3 years have passed (we stopped talking then). The holidays are approaching and my mom tells me that he arrived days ago and that he had asked her if he could come to the house.
He comes to the house and we talk about things that happened to us in recent years, about what we did and all that.
and from there the problem is that, there is an issue to deal with, if we ever like each other, I have to be honest, he did like me and he also tells me that he liked me, I asked him why he never said anything to me and why that he not only said it and now, but he told me that he was afraid that I would not feel the same.
Later, when we were going to the square, I asked him if he had a thing with someone (just curious), and he said yes (it didn't even hurt that much because I didn't feel that feeling anymore), wish that he said no (i do hope to).
and hence, right at that moment, I realized that if you feel something for a person and you don't dare to say it, you have to do it, even if he rejects you or tells you that he doesn't feel the same way about you, or tells you that not ready for something. In love you suffer, you enjoy, you value and you hate, all this is a circle that goes round and round and over which you have no control, but that is love, for some it seems very beautiful and for others it is something disgusting .
something that I realized from all this, is that love is not sought, it comes out of nowhere, and I hope they find the love they deserve.
I don't know what else to say, but that's what I think.
Josefa Diaz T.
Hello people, today i will tell my story of how i met my partner (A), well we started from 2016 or 2017, we met because we were both in the same school and course, and little by little we became very close friends, thats how we went until 2019, we got together with the same group of friends, In 2019 it was where we were closest (it should be clarified everything was friendly), at that time i ¨dated¨ with a friend from our group that we used to get together (N) but it lasted until the end of 2019, well the beginning of 2020 arrives, the pandemic arrives and i no longer knew anything about (A) apart from it, its not that i cared much, we were both in our world. Until one day in 2022 comes when i get a message from my friend from that school and practically the message was like ¨ill have a party on my plot, are you coming¨ (it was a whatsApp group where there were various people i knew) honestly i didnt have any motivation (at tha time i didnt go out much) but my sister Alexa convinced me to go and we both went to the party. The truht is that i had no faith in that party at all, *that why* i went only out of commitment, and to this day i am grateful for having gone to that party, there i went to where i saw (A) again... I dindt know if he rembered me, *at that time* (A) was ¨up to something¨ and he went with the girl to the party, and *thats why* i had no other intentions and besides i had not seen him for a long time and i always considered him my friend (i never imagined anything else), well around 7am the party ended (i slept like 3 hours), the time has come for each of us to go home, during that time we were in the car, we began to talk a little ¨long time no see¨....
ResponderEliminarArriving at our house i told my sister ¨did you see A is very changing¨ referring to the fact that *somehow i found it very cute* it should be noted that my friends party was in september and i spoke to him on instagram in november (i spoke to him when he was already single) i spoke to him since he had posted one of those instagram notes (very similar to mine) and then i wanted to talk to him, and since that day we talked every day, the truth id that i always got bored ansewing people but he *was the first* that i wanted to answer him often and not take hours, there was a day that we wanted to see each other (weeks later) and then we went to a meeting with his friends and since then havent separated we are very happy together. *If i have to be honest* i think we met again at a very good moment in our lives, when we are more mature and indepent and i think that helped a lot, and clearly we still have a lot to learn. (A) *gave me* time, and i consider it important in a relationship, the truth *i wish* i could continue this happy and be calm together with (A).
(Millaray)
When reading his story I found myself deeply identified with falling in love with the simple things in life like walking through a park talking for countless hours until it is time to leave and when one realizes how happy and at peace one is when opening up to that person in the most sincere way like no other. People who flatly affirm that love does not exist without even knowing what it is without even a shred of possible fear of opening up to a person for fear of feeling vulnerable who lives in distrust, blinded in heart and soul, I was like that in my ignorance to love In the year 2021 I realized that I loved a person who was always by my side a few meters away, something very unexpected since I never saw her in any other way than a friend of my friends, when we started to know each other I was always a very cold person in every sense I never wanted to show him my self, my being, my soul, my heart completely for a fear of building something that one day could fall apart, until I understood that love is life and life is love I can't love living hiding that I had to see the light, its blessed light and I decided to risk showing my most innocent and pure side that is in me. I have to be honest since that day I never felt more alive I learned so much during these 2 years since 2021, grateful that everything It was with her, remembering who I was in 2020 who I am today in 2023, I do hope to learn, grow and laugh until 2100 with her as a few years ago I said that love does not exist and was only for princes and princesses, just a story a fantasy, I wish that I live this fantacy.
ResponderEliminarI think so, that everyone has their love story, although sometimes it's hard to fall in love with that someone and sometimes things don't go the way you want, I have to be honest it has happened to me, but the truth is that I don't Nothing went well and with the passage of time with that person I understood that it was not reciprocated and that nothing could happen, but somehow I have to understand that that person does not see me as more than friends.The truth is that I do hope to does well, that's why it's an issue to deal with it's still hard for me to accept the things that I still feel for him.
ResponderEliminarVery nice story mister.
ResponderEliminarI met my girlfriend because we were classmates, we started talking in a group of friends and then I got closer and talking to her in a good way, each time we became closer I invited her to eat pizza or fries on the beach every time that he had free classes and that's how we became "good friends" after spending so many days together I got confused and to see what could happen, I decided to steal his first kiss once we went out for a walk and it worked for me from that moment things went Getting more serious, she began to go to my house and I to hers, but even introducing ourselves as friends and thus "a relationship" grew, we had been in an unnamed relationship for about 4 months, one day after going to a concert we arrived at My house and she had a surprise for me, which was asking me to give the relationship an official name and that's when we started flirting. As of today we have been in a relationship for almost 8 months and we support each other both in the studies and in the day to day in our relationship
Joaquin Zuñiga
Or your story reminded me of the time I met someone, I'll tell you when I was in first grade, a new student arrived at the beginning, I didn't tell her because I was more focused on other things and the covid. I arrived and didn't see her for like 2 years. When I saw her again, I wanted to talk to her, but my nerves got the better of me, so I didn't until vacation, where I just chatted with her, and when we went back to school in third grade, I saw her again, but we talked. very little and she was curt and we were like that for almost a whole semester, but somehow I felt that something could happen or if not, she would have already told me, right? Well I was wrong during winter break he told me he liked someone else and really at that time he called it a sad day and I was sad all day but it happened quickly I just had to forget about it but it was very hard for me they asked me how I was I told them well but inside I just wanted to be able to talk again I had to let go to be happy but I don't know how 3 months went by without talking and I have to be honest I still missed her so I talk to her again but more relaxed and as a friend we just talked for a month as if we were friends but I still felt it strange because now she answers me quickly she talks to me without me talking to her it was strange for me until I found out that she liked me too and obviously I felt very happy but I wasn't very sure if she liked him she likes it so one day I took a risk and if she really liked it and I started to think about everything that had happened since I let her go when I met her again and when I took a risk and it turned out well for me it's better r take a chance than stay with a that could have happened BENJAMIN MAXIMILIANO PALMUCCI
ResponderEliminarI remember reading this chapter a few days ago, the introspection that you do about your life is hopeful to know, in addition to the prose that is admirable from every point of view.
ResponderEliminarI have to be honest, I'm not very good at letting go; remembering the bad-taste memories hurt me, usually I use the logic techniques to understand the deep feeling in those memories, but not all is logic and rational, these kind of sensitivity need the body, the respiratory system to live, we can't go forever on living with the logic and mathematics and pointless self-help, but we always have in our hands the intelligence to take choices, to always change ourselves in every situation.
In the past years I tried to get out of the "abyss" like 3 times, a big issue to deal with myself and my family. I was not living my life as I should live it. This made me a person with strong distance with everyone, I was trying everything to get out. An issue to deal with was the null help of my family with myself. As time passed, a thing was born, I called it as “ellipse". I suspended my desire from the “abyss”. In that time I started to drop by through in ancient books about philosophers, specifically ancient greek philosophers: Heraclitus, Zeno of Citium, Seneca, Epictetus, Diogenes of Sinope, Marcus Aurelius, etc, I did hope completely to find answers at my fears. I started to follow the philosophy of Stoicism and hence studying all their terminology and doctrine of emotions and logic.
Right now I learned that there’s things I can’t take attention to, “like a splinter in your mind” as Morpheus said, losing the time with those meaningless chaos.
I learned to let go? In my way, yes, but somehow, at the end of the night, I still don't know how to live.
Your love story is very beautiful, the truth is that I feel identified with your story and I hope you are prepared for the story that I am going to tell you Mr , it was a year and a half ago, one day at the Cervantes school I met a girl, a girl from the I felt something when I looked at her, I felt as if I knew her and the truth is that I have to be honest I fell in love instantly, it was in an essay for the 4th grade degree, I met this girl named Belen, with violin and those
ResponderEliminargreen eyes that look like I really fell in love instantly, the funny thing is that at that moment we were both meeting different people, and those people did us no good in our lives, so we ended that relationship, the following year, we met, we met during the phase of little glances, those little glances that I fell captivated by her beauty, I dared to speak to her one day and tell her that if she wanted to talk to me during a break, then she accepted, which in this conversation we did not shake hands for the first time and since then But we never let go, it was the first time I felt so many things for a person, the truth is that I would be talking about you all day without stopping, the truth is that last year was a very hard year for us, we went through so many things, so many people They tried to ruin us but we both got ahead together without letting go, I wish this would never end, because believe it or not, I could not live without your love, my dear Belen, you are my light, you are the reason for my effort, when I You see I fall into your arms, thank you for making me a better person than I was before, thank you for coming into my life, Mr. Jose, we are not the only ones very much in love in this life, we both fight for what we love and that is what Thanks to our two love stories, the effort and dedication to the person who brings out your best smiles, I hope to share stories with you again and remember to never stop fighting for what you love.
And if you ask me if it was worth taking the risk, it was worth fighting for our love
Mauro Elimentti